My story begins in the year 2017 where me and my friend Alicia were on Snapchat, and I had a really big crush on this hockey boy at my school He was really sweet. He was really nice, helpful, and I really liked him I wanted to confess to him but was way too scared so- One day in summer me and my friend, Alicia, were going across his name, and she’s like, “Hey, why don’t we confess to your crush” I’m just like, “wait what?” She’s like, “You always wanted to right?” and I was “like yeah, of course I wanted to but I don’t want to confess today” She’s like, “come on you want to let him know right, and if you don’t tell him- He’ll never know” and I’m just like, “You know what okay? Let’s do it” So we got my phone, and she did most of the texting cuz I was too nervous She did a long paragraph saying, ‘So I liked you for a really long time now And hopefully we can get to know each other and it’s okay if you don’t like me :)’ and I’m just like, “Wait, before you send it. I want to read it” and then she sent it I was like what have you done you just blew up the whole universe with me in it And she’s like don’t worry. I sent it and I said to her, “Well He doesn’t know that so I was panicking the whole entire time we waited about like two hours And eventually he came back with response and I said to her, “I don’t want to look at it What if he says no what if he says yes And it goes all awkward?” She’s like, “do you want me to read it out for you, and I was like, “Yeah, sure”, so she opened it, and I was nervous inside at the same time I was covering my eyes, and she opened the snap and she looked up at me with a sad face It’s like,”what what is it, and she’s like, “girl? I’m really sorry” And I thought she was joking cuz she’s like a really jokey person she loves to joke around all the time it’s “like okay What is it” and she’s like, “this is what he said, ‘Okay… I’m sorry, but I don’t really like you the same way Don’t worry. It won’t be awkward. We’re still good friends’, and I was like “Wha-what?”, I so I grabbed the phone out of her hand and started scrolling through the messaging and I saw what he said I was like, “oh My god. I can’t believe we did this and I can’t believe I got this I should have done told him at all” She’s like, “don’t worry. It’s a good thing that you told him now, now he knows” and I’m just like, “now He knows that he hates me and now he knows that I’m really nervous to see him at school” So, I was upset, really upset I didn’t cry at all. I was just hiding it in and then I messaged him saying, ‘Oh, it’s okay. Thanks for your honesty!’ See really I was crying inside and then my friend, Alicia, turned to me and said, “are you okay?”, and I was like, “yeah Yeah, I’m fine” covering the tears. She’s like, “well, I have to go home. I’ll see you later”, and I’m just like, “okay Bye”, and then the whole afternoon I didn’t know what to say I didn’t know whether to talk to him anymore or just not speak to him at all, so I just left it there and We’re still chatting today, and it’s still like not awkward. We’re still good friends It’s just I really wish he knew that I still like him, and I really wish that he liked me oh well ¯_(ツ)_/¯

I Was Friend-Zoned
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